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[11 Jun 2007|05:37pm] |
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I had dinner with my family for the first time in a good while, tonight. Usually working or out with friends and what not. Well at some point conversation took a turn to politics. And my parents start talking about how they hope a democrat gets elected. My dad says he likes Barack Obama. And my mom says that she'd like to see Hilary Clinton in power. "Well she's certainly capable," my dad agrees. Uuhhhhh WTF? What a bunch of flip-floppers. In any case I am in shock and awe. Perhaps the majority of the people at my dad's new job (the people he would most feel a need to impress) are all democrats? Who knows.
On a side note, I am growing a mustache. Not for fashion but as an exercise in human rights. If it's all that Publix will allow, than I must take advantage of it. There isn't a single person in the front service department holding it down with the mustache. So it is I that must right this wrong.
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[30 May 2007|12:54am] |
So I closed tonight at Publix. And just like every night I close at Publix I have the honor to run the Tennant 5700 industrial-strength floor scrubber. While the others mop up behind my path. I don't know why I've been elected official runner of the machine, but I do not question it. It is much better than mopping.
Here I am running the machine.
It's big. And harder to drive than you probably think. It's harder to drive than a car given the amount of space I have to drive it in.
This is an 18 pack of Miller Lite.
Imagine a display of these about 5 feet tall 3 stacks wide. Now imagine me plowing into them mid-drift around the end of aisle 6! POOWWWW! Knocked down half the shits. But I only managed to break bottles inside one of them. EPIC NONE THE LESS!
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[29 May 2007|09:44am] |
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Oh yeah. So my trip to Fort Walltown Beach was a success for the most part. However it was almost a failure financially. Guess I forgot how much it costs to do that. Thank fuck for direct deposit. Jordan wins the "Most Comfy Bed Supplied" award. Also the "Smoke Hutch's Nuts Off" award. Congratulations Mr. Gauriscokz. And thanks to everyone else who let me sleep on their couch/floor. Time went by waaayy too fast for a week. So much happened every single day and yet it was done before we knew it. Suckzzz.
Not sure when I'll be able to do it again, but supposedly Halley might be able to supply me with some of her monthly government moneys to help out if I take Shareese Witherspoon along with me. On a related note Halley is AWESOME. We need to POST UP in the middle of fucking Pensacola at 3am way more often. And yall should let me know how things with Vaughn went the next day.
Seeing Kylesa was pretty amazing as well. It made me miss Sluggo's shows so bad. I'll definitely see them again at either Orlando or Tampa. And hopefully everyone from FWB will be able to make the drive down.
MC HALLEY + ODB =
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[28 May 2007|11:39pm] |
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This entry is for myself for the most part. It's purpose is to document last nights dream, which was like no other dream I'd ever had. Due to the fact that I dreamt up a complete human being in great detail that does not at all exist as far as I know. Her name was Samantha and I want to further dream of her so I'll know for sure if/when I find any significant parallels in reality relating to this girl.
The relevant portion of this dream opened with me hanging out on a front yard/porch at Eric Rothstien's house. Along with a few other guys from work Jordan, and Chris. At one point Melissa and Chelsea (also co-workers..) happened to be driving by and spotted us. So they stopped to say hi, and chill with us for a bit. And they had one other girl with them who I was supposed to already know. But nobody else did. Melissa and Chelsea introduced her to the other guys as "Samantha". I could tell that my dream persona didn't actually know her but was just going with the flow, and acting like I did because it was expected. But from the conversations that followed between everyone except her and I, I gathered that we had dated very seriously. And for an unknown reason I was the one that broke up with her. And she still likes me. And that had made me sad, because after getting to know her (again..?) she seemed really nice. This made me really want know why I'd broken up with her. She was about my height if not an inch or two shorter, kind of thin, with fair skin, brown eyes, and dark blonde hair. Her faced shared a few similarities with a friend of mine in real life but was for the most part unique.
I find it so strange though, how vividly I can see this girls face and recall her body language right now. And yet I'm 100% sure she does not exist in my life if at all. New experience for me.
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[02 May 2007|11:57am] |
OMG OMG OMG JD's new girlfriend, Kim, is pregnant. IS IT HIS? WHAT'S GOING ON!? I'M FREAAAKIN OUT MAAAAN.
(I watch it on comedy central. So if you know what happens don't tell me. Or I'll hurt you.)
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[20 Apr 2007|01:52pm] |
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So for my next trick folks -for sudden absence of plans (pertaining to both people and thus appropriate substance) on this day of days, our 20th axial rotation on this particular month of April. I shall be ingesting overnight, single handedly the largest dose of Dextromethorphan I have ever attempted. As of yet undecided. But possibly as high as 500mg. 1st dose in a few weeks.
In preparation I'm installing F.E.A.R. on my computer as I type this, bookmarking all online trip toys, relocating my bicycle to the front porch, and...
Taking music suggestions for the soundtrack starting now.
The Microphones
GY!BE/A Silver Mt. Zion
Animal Collective
NMH
Tool (stereotype me plzzz)
Some AntIcon artists
Lightning Bolt
Pretty stoked about this.
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[14 Apr 2007|08:28pm] |
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You have to help me travel back in time.
This is a very important endeavor.
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[13 Apr 2007|11:18pm] |
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Confused is an understatement. |
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It's times like these that make a kid like me listen to a lot of Paul Baribeau while driving nowhere just to have the time and personal space to reflect on things. Life and self.
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[12 Apr 2007|05:10pm] |
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I haven't updated. In a long. ass. time. So here I am. True story.
School still sucks. I've kind of stumbled onto a path to avoid it but I'm going back for attempt #2 after the summer. This time in community college form, as opposed to University (Read: This time, 1/3 the cost for the exact same shit). Work is chill. Life is mostly chill, too. I'm about to do taxes tonight. The money will be nice. Responsibility levels are reaching good lows. Right now I just have a car payment. And a gas-to-get-to-Shary's-house payment.
Some things (Read:people) are confusing. I'm trying to just appreciate the good situations I find myself in, for what they are. Sometimes it's hard, but I think I'm doing a pretty good job. At least better than I would be if it were me a year ago. I feel this is an accomplishment in my personal development. The way humans relate to each other are a delicate matter. The way we're brought up doesn't help out at all. To the point that overcoming our instilled sociality can be used as a measure to said development. Or so I feel.
And on that note, I'm pretty proud of how I've changed the past few years. Though some who used to be very close to me have come to be very judgmental and negative about the choices I've made and the things I've taken interest in. I've come to realize how little I matter to them, and that there's nothing wrong with that. I've have finally been able to well adjust my feelings towards them in compliance. I feel this is another major accomplishment. Losing loved ones is always hard.
And on the subject of loss:
http://www.vonnegut.com/
"I'm embarrassed to have lived this long. It's in terrible taste (laughs). You know I had a fire several years ago, and it would have been so shapely if I'd died in the fire. But here I am, and of course I'm suing the cigarette company because on the package they promised to kill me, and here I am."
Godspeed, Kurt.
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[08 Dec 2006|01:57am] |
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Justin and I just spent 4 hours installing an amp into my car. It's fucking awesome. I want to do more with subs and multiple amps but I'll just wait till I have my next car early next year. I did this now cos it was very free, and it'll be as easy to get out as it was to put in. It's all fucking diy, wires hanging all over the place from my battery, through the interior, and into the trunk.
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| Is Karma a bitch? |
[31 Oct 2006|01:42am] |
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So I know for a fact that I miss what we had. I'll remember it like it was yesterday for every other day of the rest of my life, as far as I can tell. But lately I think it has more to do with the "what" and not the "we." It's finally to the point that we'll "talk" just once a week or so for a few minutes. About nothing at all, of course. And I'm completely alright with it. But when she tells me things that she knows I'd prefer to not have any awareness of, I can't tell if I'm really hurt or I've just convinced myself that I am so I can better play the part. I'll even feel like shit for a few minutes after one of us has hung up on the other. Either way it's been like this for months and I'm fucking sick of it, and the only solution I've come up with is to avoid all contact for an indefinite amount of time. And maybe this time I'll actually follow through with it? Probably not. I just wish that if I really do care, I could stop caring. And if I actually don't, I could stop feeling like I have to make her feel guilty for what she does and just leave her the fuck alone even when she's telling me that she has no one left, and making outrageous claims of something still there between us.
Every other LJ entry in the universe has typed out the phrase "karma is a bitch" in their most vengeful key strokes. I've always thought it was not so much a "bitch" as it was a fairly solid example of neutrality and balance. Anywho, you'd think that the kind of people that adhere to any sort of belief in karma wouldn't take so much pleasure in another's dismay.
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[27 Oct 2006|02:06pm] |
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Bi-Annual UPDATE: Moving into a slightly less semi-permanent home Novermber 2nd. No more than 5 minutes away from where I already am. I don't care where, I care that I'm getting all my shiiiiittt out of storage. Fuck yeah. I've been wanting SO BAD to do everything that I can't since I moved here. I want to ride my bike. Play my guitar. Have a real internet connection instead of stealing my neighbors shitty one. Came so close to selling the old house. Then we could've bought. But my parents are fucking asshats and made a ridiculous counter-counter-offer.
School is neat. Intro to CIS is a complete waste of time for me. It shows how long it takes for our standard education system to catch up to the present tense. Classes are supposedly 6:00pm - 10:00pm. I get into CIS get the "lesson" finish the assignment due the next week and get out at 6:45. My Humanities 300 class is pretty awesome though. We were learning about quantum physics the 2nd week. And I just finished my first APA style paper on stem cells and tissue development. It's interesting enough.
I'm working at Publix now. Bagging groceries. It's the eeeaasiest job I've ever had. Pretty fun stuff. As far as corporate food store chains go, Publix is pretty badass. It's employee owned. So they don't even refer to you as "employees" but rather "associates." Not that the title itself is a big deal but the fact that they actually follow through in treating you as such. Several high-level benefits are options available to any associate after a year of work. They have crazy stock options and particularly important to me, after a year of work they're going to pay for roughly 2 semesters of full class loads for me.
Going to Busch Gardens today with Justin. Awesome.
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[17 Aug 2006|01:17pm] |
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THIS SHIT KEEPS HAPPENING TO ME.
So I'm in a dream. And I'm about to buy a fucking shit ton of food. For all my friends and I. About half the time it's PIZZA or some other tastey fast foods. And something happens. I end up having to leave where ever I'm getting food due to more pressing issues (is there such thing?). Now once that's taken care of. It's time to get back to that god damn food. And we're all hungry as hell. And right about then will be when I wake up. Now not only does that fucking suck for Hutch & Friends in the dream world. But Hutch IRL, will wake up. And from anywhere between a couple seconds to a couple minutes, I'll be under the impression that I'm about to get some bomb ass food. And as soon as I realize that I'm not, well that's just about enough to ruin the whole morning.
So anyway, being down here with no friends thus not having much to do during the evening, on top of getting into a shit ton of new music lately has me wanting to start a band again. I want to play some fuckin thraaaash and cut the sleeves off of my denim jacket, and be a zombie skateboarding around eating pizza after getting wasted... or some hard,ass-fucking,tragedy-esque,core. Shouldn't have let them store my guitar.
I need to get a job.
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[15 Jul 2006|03:42pm] |
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Shit playas. Another change of plans. I'm out of here in two weeks. All of you get your asses over here so we can fuck shit up and do other various activities that us punx like to do, one last time.
p.s. Good show tonight.
NEW WAVE BLASPHEMY (Pensacola grind, NO IDEA records.)
SPARROWS SWARM AND SING (I don't know... sounds familiar though.)
MIND ERASER (Boston power violence featuring current and ex members of RIGHTEOUS JAMS, MENTAL, STOP AND THINK, PROJECT SALTY, XFILESX, TASTE
OF FEAR, DOWN BUT NOT OUT, LOVELY LADS, SHITFIT, BORN IN HELL, RNR, etc.)
SOUL SWALLOWER (Same dudes but different lineup.)
10:00pm at Sluggo's. It is in fact within your best interest to go.
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[14 Jul 2006|09:58am] |
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So I'm moving to Tampa! As much as I'll miss plenty of people here, I'm more or less looking forward to it.
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[25 Jun 2006|02:49pm] |
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His Hero Is Gone - And we burn |
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Yea, I'm for sure now that, the whole thing was worth it. For the most part it was a sweet trip. Jacksonville beach reminds me a little of California. And we all should go back there someday too.
Also, I'd like to note that my car triumphs over all. And it still needs a name. Help me out.
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| Look! I'm SWAMP THING. |
[24 Jun 2006|03:18am] |
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Hey, I just remembered when my life felt so stagnant.
I'd like to give out a bunch of Fuck Yeah! hugs to all of my friends right now.
My new enemies are the constraints of TIME.
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[21 Jun 2006|01:30pm] |
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SOMEONE BUY ME THIS SHIRT NOW.
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[20 Jun 2006|01:46pm] |
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I'm so good at completely ignoring things that require the utmost consideration. Even when I'm aware of it. What the FUCK was I thinking. If any of you are bored and want to hang out anytime soon I could really use something to keep my mind off of things. Tearing apart the rebels in Half-Life 2 Team Deathmatch isn't quite cutting it.
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[08 Jun 2006|05:10pm] |
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So Jausstin and Myself are beginning the planning stages for a long ass road trip to Bloomington, Indiana. For the big PLAN IT X FEST '06. July 6th to the 11th. I think we've got most things cleared up, except for lodging when we get there. And I now have a few ideas for this. Ranging from cheap to free camp sites; Ideally, we find the location of a possible protest camp at the university. And join in if anythings going on. That would be a fun solution. Anywho I think we might be looking for one or two more adventurers to join us. Mode of transportation is Jausstin's car. Once we've got these few things cleared up I'll make the commitment and request off of work.
If you don't know much about the fest and would like to, here's the site.
http://crimespree.org/pixcamp/Main_Page
It's going to be basically a shit ton of work shops and "classes" during the day and an "official" show every night for 5 days. And plenty of alternate events and shows wanting to coincide with the fest and the crowd it will draw. There will be an online registration program up by the end of the month for classes. Each fest show will be $5. And classes/workshops will be mostly free. General consensus is that the teacher(s) won't charge unless they really need it for what they're teaching.
( All the official shows at rhino's and some shows at Boxcar Books. )
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